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It's been quite some time since I got personal with my posts. Again, the main reason I choose a blog as the predominate website for my company is to keep a close connection with my clients--I want you to know me, trust me, and walk with me as I grow in my passion.
I don't really know how to beat around the bush. I have gained 40 lbs since high school.
Nuts.
I've been on an emotional roller coaster with my weight since I stared the scale in the face. The truth was hard to swallow. Difficult to understand. Even more difficult to fight. Being honest with myself about my weight opened the door for honesty in other areas of my life. I was busy and stressed all the time. I was consumed with my work (and Facebook, Pinterest, Twitter, etc.). I felt distant from God, disconnected from His Word. I wasn't enjoying my time away from my work--time with family and friends--because I couldn't get my mind off of it. I loved my work so much, it became a higher priority in my life than the ones I loved. All of this inward reflection made me feel awful. However, one day I thought to myself:
"My story's not over, though."
Once I realized this, I began--with much frustration--to take steps towards my health. It hasn't been easy, and to be honest, it's only the beginning.
I wanted to write this post to announce a few things (expounding upon the decisions, of course!):
1. Tuesdays are my new Rest Day
I tell you the truth, for months I would roll over in the morning, turn off the alarm on my Blackberry and begin checking my e-mail in bed. The day would then unfold in a chaos of frequently interrupted work, a continual stress of what I needed to get done, and hurried breaks to try and make up for time being lost. This got old. Burdensome. Out of hand. I was compulsively checking my blog, twitter, pinterest, RSS feeds, e-mail, facebook, voicemail. I couldn't seem to keep up. I needed rest.
2. Mornings are for Running and Reading
I know, many of you with full time jobs are rolling your eyes at this point. I always told myself that if I owned my own business--managed my own schedule--I would do two things:
(a) Exercise every day
(b) Read my Bible and another piece of literature every day
I quit my job as a barista at Starbucks last September. I have been in control of my schedule since then... and my schedule has been out of control since then. I hadn't begun to even attempt either of my goals. That changed 6 weeks ago. Yep. This week marks my SIXTH week of running with my Nike+ Sportsband coaching me along the way. This is the first time IN MY LIFE that I have stuck with an exercise routine for more than a few weeks. I am so excited. Reading has been a larger obstacle. It seems that as soon as I get to a quiet place, my brain starts racing with everything I have to do. I hate it. Immersing myself in the peace that the Word brings truly is at the core of my heart--I long to know my Maker more and more.
What would you do with your schedule at your disposal?
3. I am booking less [on purpose]
Hands-down, it is my heart to offer my clients the very best:
(a) Service
(b) Communication
(c) Quality
(d) Product
Fall of 2010 and Spring of 2011 were killer for me. I shot an average of 7 sessions a week. I was having a blast, but living off of adrenaline and suppressing a current of stress on a minute-by-minute basis. When people would ask me the common greeting of "Hey! How are you doing?!?" My response, for a year, has 99% of the time been "Busy, but good." I began to be defined by the stress. My close friends started their invites with "You're probably busy, but..." I was known for being BUSY. Not peaceful, kind, uplifting (those of which I truly hope I am!), but busy. Since Fall of last year, I have not experienced the feeling of not having any work to complete. My goal is to experience that feeling, even if for a day, by Thanksgiving. By the end of this year, I hope to cut my turn-around time in half, offering my clients a shorter wait until they get their pictures.
Saying "no" is by far the most difficult word to come out of my mouth. I love people. I want to take everyone's picture. However, for my health, and the quality of my work, I have to begin to book a manageable amount of sessions/weddings.
4. I am [in the process of] being more Efficient with my Time
The constant spiral of Facebook and Pinterest must come to a stop. I know I'm not alone in this. You get on Facebook for one thing: update status, look up someone's name, check out a new artist. An hour later, you wonder "What in the world have I done with my time?" Same with Pinterest. The site is wonderful, inspiring, helpful, and--well--addicting. It's moments like these that steal the best of me. Steal my creativity, my proficiency and efficiency, my energy... and, one of my most valuable resources, my time. It's as hard as breaking an addiction--but I am on the way to lessening my web-wasting-time. Matter of fact, before the end of the year I will probably take a month off of Facebook/Twitter just to break this awful habit.
Clients: I love you. You are the reason I love my job so much. God has truly blessed me, week after week, to meet and capture some incredible people. I pray your experience has been nothing but good! I cannot wait to continue on this journey with you all--offering you my very best and growing more and more along the way!
I wish the very best to each of you. Stay healthy: heart and soul. Life is so rich.
